STAY LONG IN THE GAME...
8:23 AM
I had read beautiful
words somehow during my busy days in doing pupillage. "If you stay in the game long enough, sooner or later, you will be
in the right place at the right time"… And it stroke my mind, when
I thought that I was exactly in that same position that time. When all of my
beloved friends enjoying their holiday with happy ending of their chambering, I
was still struggling in the middle of nowhere, and no one knows how I will keep
going, and some still did not gave up to take me down (obviously but Im just
not taking note of their attitude).
Trust me, I was so
down that I felt like I did not want to meet anyone, even my friends, even my
family member. When it was Raya eve, I
had that kind of feeling that I just wanna enjoy my time alone in the room. Ignoring
all the people outside, making borders with them. The hurt feeling that I could
not survive and took longer time to finish my chambering made my life miserable
a little bit by bit everyday. But I believe no one even care of that. Except my
Ayahanda for sure.
But the point is,
behind all these, I have longer time than others to learn something new
everyday. I had met more friends as I also get to know new chambies as Im still
there,,, (hanging around the corner of the LAC duty ) >_<.. Luckily, I
had gain more and more goooddd things.. (I also gained some weight.. Haaha)
The things is we
must never stop to learn and keep going.. As how travelling will take us far
enough to other places, Learning can bring us far to the dream that we thought
impossible to be achieved. :) To travel hopefully is a better thing than to
arrive, and the true success is to start the action towards them.
What I realized is
that,,, The 1st step to achieving something is
to believe that we can achieve it !!!.. So, no matter how deep down we felt when we were
in that situation of we thought we had nowhere to be found or nowhere to go
to,,, Stay where we are. Because gratefully, Allah IS with US :). He will come
to help, @ sent someone else to help on behalf.. Just keep trust :)
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